Today is one of the worst days to be a woman. Mother nature is angry. No work, and I'm out of PTO. Its times like today where I want to do something impulsive and spontaneous to try and feel better. I wish I had someone here right now to tell me all the right things, to sit by my side and stare at the wall with me. Or to say nothing. All I've got is my cat for now. He's so loyal but so mischievous at the same time. His eyes are as gold and as yellow as a crimson moon today. At least I have something beautiful to admire. He cant rub my feet or rub my cramps right now though.....I hope this pain subsides so that I might make it to the park and move around a bit.